The Harry story is finally picking up speed! At this rate I might be able to start posting soon, if anyone even still pays attention to this blog!

This song was a huge part of my inspiration for ETD, if anyone even cares anymore, and if you’d like to listen to it this video has the english translation underneath for you. When I listen to it, I just sort of see Melanie and Louis goofing off together on one of their trips, but that’s just me. Anywho toodles!

Casually hopping back onto this blog just to say I’ll be following some people.

My main URL is autumnsfalling 

it’s a lie, I don’t ever use that blog

If you are interested in following my main blog is niallirishyoudmarryme, but as a warning there are about a million fandoms and it’s not very well put together. I was built for writing, not for blogging.

This is just a little heads up so you know who I am!

As always, if anyone has questions or comments on my writing just send me an ask and I’ll answer probably within the day!!

Thanks for reading my stuff :D

Anonymous asked: What's the expression el oh el mean? And that sucks that your leaving. You shouldn't let a boy change who you are and what you like to do.

el oh el means like lol but you sound out the letters. I’m not letting him change who I am or what I like to do, so don’t worry over that. I’m still writing and he enjoys talking about books with me; it’s just my personal belief that relationships take commitment and therefore I’ll be spending more time with him and less time writing.

Ironic as it is that this is my 1000th post on here, I have announcements to make. Good news or bad news first? Let’s do bad news shall we? So basically I don’t have a lot of time to write anymore and haven’t gotten very far into the Harry fic. Right now I’ve decided to change my status from “on hiatus” to “coming back eventually?” because of that. BUT the good news here is WHY don’t have time to write anymore. El oh el guess who actually got a boyfriend? Anyway I am really sorry that I won’t be uploading for ages but I’ll be leaving the blog up in case people want to reread TFoH or ETD (and also in the vain hope that someone will stumble across it). THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR DEALING WITH ME I LOVE YOU GUYS

Anonymous asked: School is going alright for me :) i almost fainted during an assembly yesterday though! It was CRAZY. but the assembly was suuuuper sad, it was about a kid named Jamie Hubley, you should look him up on google and read his story, it brought me to tears :( but other than that lifes been good, and a guy i like talked to me today LOL thats the closest ive came to a guy in a while hahah are you graduated? ~Sarah :))

Sorry it took me forever to answer you Sarah! That story is awful, does your school have assemblies often? Ours doesn’t really, and if we have them it’s usually over stupid stuff like scheduling. That’s so good that he talked to you!! I haven’t graduated yet, my school gets out in June, but then I’ll be done :)

Anonymous asked: Why do you like one direction so much?

I like listening to their music, especially the acoustics. If you meant like why I write on them that’s more because it helps me develope my writing. There are already some aspects of the story written, so it gives me the flexibility to focus on things like style and realism. I hope that answered your question!

Anonymous asked: Hi I from Ireland and I want to say my friends and I love your fan fiction, I use Google translator to this in English so I hope what I wrote says. Niall was best

Hi there! I’m so glad you all like it, I’m so flattered :) I hope to start posting the Harry story sort of soon so I hope you like that too!!

ps I’m jealous you live somewhere so cool!

Anonymous asked: Do you ever base characters in your story off of real people? they seem so real like they must exist somewhere

In TFoH I based many of my characters off real people, and often they were exact copies of my friends. For instance, Danielle is based mostly off me (although there are a few differences). Characters like Ady are totally real (I didn’t even bother changing their names whoops). However, in ETD I didn’t really base my characters off any specific person. Melanie came to be how she is by me deciding what would compliment and interest Louis. Most of my characters in ETD (and the Harry fic when I finish writing it) don’t have a specific person for inspiration. A lot of the time I’ll pull a characteristic from someone I know or have seen. I’m very glad my characters seem real to you, because creating a story that feels real is my main goal in writing. I promise I’m working very hard on the Harry fic, it’s just much more complicated (I think you’ll understand why it took me so long to write when you read it). Also, I cannot thank you enough for reading my stories and dealing with my obnoxiously long hiatuses while I write :)

Anonymous asked: O jeez i sure hope so about the boy, but hes one of those popular guys that will onlythonk about dating the popluar sluts, not because he likes them, but because it will better their social statuses, so i have zero chances of dating him, but thats okay :) and im sorry about your cat too!! What was its name?and no my garden plans are pretty much the same except im thinking about having a trellace with pink and yellow roses all the way up, that'd be pretty :)~Sarah

His name was Nyles, and I’m sorry about those boys :( That terrace sounds beautiful. I want lots and lots of lilacs, I think I want to expand how many lilacs I put in there :) They take some work but they’re so beautiful and smell so nice. How has school been for you??

thedandelionschildren asked: O...M....G, wmy favorite fanfic ever hy the fuck are you so talented?! The Niall story is my favourite fanfic ever by far but I have to say the Louis story is great as well and it seems like Harrys gonna be the best one so far! I don't wanna be pushy or anything cause I know that writing takes time but do you have any chapters for us to read'? ;)

Thank you so much! Unfortunately, even though I’ve written some chapters, I’m not ready to update yet. The reason that I take such long breaks inbetween stories is that I like to take my time writing them. If I were to update now, you guys might have to go weeks or months waiting for me to finish the next chapter, since some chapters take me much longer to write than others (depending on how much time I have, and what’s going on in my life, and then on the chapter itself as well). I’ve written 8/20 chapters that I need to write to start updating again on a regular schedule. I’m really sorry the break is so long, I just don’t have as much time to sit down and write as I used to. I’m graduating from my high school early, which means that I’m pushing two years of school into one. I’ve got so much coursework that I lost a bunch of my writing time, and I’m attempting to apply to college soon too. This makes it all really difficult for me to get chapters out as quickly.

I’m really sorry it isn’t out yet, but I promise I’m trying! Thank you so much for reading and bearing with me through all of this!

(Also I normally don’t publish messages, but a lot of people have been asking me this lately so  I’m going to publish this one, I hope you don’t mind!)

Anonymous asked: Omg thaf harry fanfic of yours seems great! I cant waitto read more! And i read your other louis and niall fanfictions too! They were incredible!! u r a legend

Thank you so much :) I am working pretty hard on the Harry fic so I can get it out to you guys!! Thank you so much for reading and bearing with the pauses between my writing!

Anonymous asked: I really love the snippet of the harry fanfic!! It already seems incredible!! :)

omg thank you so much I thought no one saw it :)

So, like I’ve said, I’ve been working pretty hard on getting this Harry story rolling.

Here’s a little snippet!!

“Hi,” He said, and I saw my younger self smile widely.

            “Hey,” I heard a younger voice of mine answer, and I watched him sit next to me on the ground.

            For a while there was nothing more to the memory, than a young version of myself reading and him looking over my shoulder. I turned to Samantha and watched as she dissected his face, looking for all the parts of her that he had given. I watched as she walked closer and leaned down right in front of him, staring at his face like it held a secret she needed to know. She tilted her head from side to side, and eventually settled for sitting next to him on the ground.

            “I’m Fiona.”

            “I’m Harry.”

            There was nothing more for a while, and Samantha began to turn to my younger face, searching again for herself. Instead, my eyes were grabbed by him. It felt like ages since I’d been able to think this clearly, to see so clearly his face and his smile. He was everything to me from the moment we met, even if I hadn’t realized it. His misplaced curls and strange green eyes had grabbed my attention when life hadn’t. I found myself kneeling down and looking into the eyes that had long forgotten me, the eyes I thought I’d never know again. There was a pang in my chest the longer I looked, painfully aware that he wasn’t looking back at me. He would never look back at me.

            “What brings you here so often, Harry?”

            “Dunno,” He said in that raspy voice that I came to know well, pausing his sentence, “I come here when I think too much.”

            “You must think a lot.” I’d said, and I watched as his grin widened.

            “I know plenty of people who would disagree with that.”

            Suddenly we were laughing together, sharing our first moment of happiness. We were smiling and laughing, and I realized then that I missed those moments most of all. I missed being able to say something normal and listen to a completely random remark that he gave. I missed the way he would wave his hands back and forth when he was frustrated. Suddenly, it was like every moment we’d shared was hanging above my head. I felt the tears rush to my eyes, and even though I knew I wasn’t supposed to be crying at this memory, I couldn’t keep them behind my struggling lids.

Anonymous asked: i'm so glad that there are people like you! you are an amazing writer, wonderful person!!! your writings are THE BEST OK. I am not joking about that. I read a great portion of a fanfic and lets day i regret reading it. it was disgusting. relationships are not just sex 24/7. i am scarred for the rest of my life. so keep up the good work !!

Thank you so much! I know I’m on a break right now before I start posting my Harry story, but I’m working on it!! I think that people don’t realize that by writing stories like that they’re objectifying the boys, the same way men do to women. If you’re basing a relationship on sex it isn’t even really based on the person themselves, and I have a strong belief that there is more to a relationship than that. I would love to one day meet the boys and make my characters more accurate, but I try and make them as true to what I’ve seen of the boys. Thank you so much!